Advice:

If you have a pain in your finger, cut your hand off. That'll stop you from caring about the finger.

It's so funny. I realised I have [metaphoric] tunnel vision. I mean, tunnel thought most of the time, but tunnel vision and hearing around some things.

I know I have everything it takes to please you. And I know that I long to, why won't you let me? I can be wonderful, I can be everything you want. Why won't you let me, why won't you light up the path, make things easier for me so I know how to get to you.

Everything's on repeat. Memories, photos, music, fantasies. I have so much work to do but I still find the time to stare and think. It's amazing. Where's my medal?

6 comments:

Anna said...

I don't understand how you can know something like that. You're not perfect.

It's incredibly challenging to win the medal in procrastination.

Marina said...

If he'd show me how he needs me to be, I would adapt myself all the way to oblivion. I know I can do that, at least.

Oh, not in procrastination, but infatuation.

Anna said...

I guess...
But in reality ... that'd mean he doesn't want YOU. He wants you to be someone you're not quite...That's a flaw according to your list and then you wouldn't want him any more.

Anna said...

I guess you'd deal with that when it happened.

Not trying to disagree with you.

Flaky said...

whos he?

sophie said...

If I take my heart out? would the pain go away then ?...